So times I just wish I had made better decisions in life. I am aware of my act first and think about it way later. I get too emotional about things and seem not to let things go. I dislike this about myself, and I am so envious of those people who seem just to be able to put things behind them.
I feel like I am stuck in a place I don't want to be. Where I am lacking is my finances. I tend to get stressed out about my current financial issues, this will add to my anxiety and this just takes me back to my negative place. I don't want to be like this. I want change.
I recently lost my love of my college classes. I think it was due to being sick every other day added with Jorja being sick and out of school. Then probably the unwanted stress. I have all but two assignment done in this semester. My GPA went down a lot. But all I can do is do better. This is all I can do.
I will do better because I have no choice in this matter. I have learned not to rely on others, because I know how it will turn out. I want to be example to Jorja about how it's never to late. I know I can do it. Just sometimes, I get stuck in the negative thoughts I have.
Friday, January 9, 2015
Monday, January 5, 2015
day 5 in the new year and...
So far it hasn't been the greatest.
Not that it's been very horrible.
It's just the flu has completely hit "Missworld's house". It's been such a year for us to get sick. She gets a cold then I get it and so on and so on.
Needless to say I was looking forward to Jorja going back to school. And all was great until around 1pm I got the call that she was sick throwing up. So I had to make the run and come and get her.
But she wasn't that sick and tomorrow she will be heading right back to school, while I am home with a soar throat that aches so badly I think I have Strep.
However being sick for the past week or so has allowed me the time to get caught up on some new shows. The Good Wife, what can I say, no what cant I say?? It's the show to watch until Will Gardner gets kills, then you'll be sad but it's still great.
So this is just a short update. And yeah as if I had to spell it, I am of the ADHD meds....sorry.
Not that it's been very horrible.
It's just the flu has completely hit "Missworld's house". It's been such a year for us to get sick. She gets a cold then I get it and so on and so on.
Needless to say I was looking forward to Jorja going back to school. And all was great until around 1pm I got the call that she was sick throwing up. So I had to make the run and come and get her.
But she wasn't that sick and tomorrow she will be heading right back to school, while I am home with a soar throat that aches so badly I think I have Strep.
However being sick for the past week or so has allowed me the time to get caught up on some new shows. The Good Wife, what can I say, no what cant I say?? It's the show to watch until Will Gardner gets kills, then you'll be sad but it's still great.
So this is just a short update. And yeah as if I had to spell it, I am of the ADHD meds....sorry.
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