Friday, February 27, 2015

sometimes.

Someone you know will just do something randomly, so random that it just amazes you. Amazes you that your life will be change, if not forever, for this moment. And it's all those "moments" that makes up a person's life.

There has been many times I have been amazed, majority for the worst. So many times I just focus on the bad that when something great happens, I just don't know how to react.

So for now on, I choose just to amazed and to pay it forward.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

no title goes here.

Life hasn't always been easy for me. But the bigger question is, is it easy for anyone?

There's no title for this blog today, because I don't have one that goes with it. I just wanted to write a little about this and that.

I am a procrastinator, like hardcore. With that bad habit comes anxiety too. Like I need anymore of that. 

I am on semester 3 in my online college career. I take 3 classes, with those classes come 1 class discussion that is due on Thursday, with two follow-ups to two people's discussion. For the most part it's easy. I have from Monday to read three chapters and do those discussions by Thursday. Usually by Wednesday I have read half of the chapters and have half of the discussions ready to be posted. By Sunday of the same week the assignments are due. I usually have one assignment/quiz and or one assignment/lab work due by midnight. One would think since I am always home these days, more than usual I could at least have half done by Sunday, but nope. I have all day Sunday to stress, have more anxiety and something always goes wrong. Whether it's the WI-FI my neighbor is so generous to let me use isn't working and he's not home yet, to reboot it. Or I cannot find the download I need to use for the assignment.

Whatever it is, it's annoying! I hate waiting for the last moment. Right now I am bummed out because I didn't get the password for the legal website to finish the labwork. Sure I can turn it in late and get points taken off. But when will this end for me. It is such a bad habit, I see how Jorja is picking up on that bad habit. She will want to put her homework until later. I will not allow that. I may find it hard to break a bad habit, however I know it's hard. So I will not let her pick up the habit of procrastinating. 

So this week 2/2-2/9. I will read one chapter per class and finish the discussion that day. So Monday will be, reading Family Law and discussion, Tuesday will be Legal writing chapter and discussion and on Wednesday will be Eng Comp 2. 

By Thursday all will be done for the usual get together for Scandal Thursday. And start and mostly finish one assignment.
I can do this. 
I will do this.

until later. Remember, it's never too late to become all that you might've been.

sorry, this blog wasn't edited.